a good steward

On being a good steward

Not everything you want and obtain is a lifetime possession. Way too often I want something retro, classic or nostalgic and take the plunge. Guitars, amps, stereo equipment, cars and motorcycles. More often than not there's a resulting problem. I guess this is part of the thrill of the gamble, because the reward is a rush when all goes well. I'm reminded of this every time I fire up a stereo tube amp to play some tunes. When it doesn't go well I do my best to fix it myself and there's a great satisfaction in that, as you know. But frequently there's a problem perceived to be beyond my capabilities which is when the decision comes to invest more or simply to cut your losses.

Some of these things are just too classic and my conscience won't let me bail out. I was reminded of this a couple days ago when I took a vintage Harman Kardon receiver in for repair. I found it at a thrift store in Elgin for $30. I was sure I could fix it. I found part of the problem almost immediately. But then got in over my head, because I'm more of a tube repair guy and this is solid state. I have a nearly identical piece that I love from the early 70's (college days) and value them highly. I thought about cutting my losses and letting it go but decided to take it in for repair. It's going to cost too much, but I just hate to see it end up on the scrap pile or collecting dust. I have a house and garage full of similar stories, but they bring me a lot of happiness.

I may pass these on some day, which is my point I guess. And I know a lot of vintage bike guys and vintage guitar guys feel this way too. It's mine for a time ...I'm going to take care of it while it's mine.

The same thing happened with my Norton Commando. It was cool from the start but so many small and nagging issues. I spent way too much money on it, but just couldn't let it go without trying. I sold it eventually but it was a better machine when I passed it on. I may have had a dozen fun rides on the thing, but I really don't feel bad about it. It was just mine for a time. I'm at the same point with the Flamer.

I regret almost every guitar, amp and motorcycle that I got rid of ...but I'd like to think I was a good steward when it was my time.